Deep in my
heart I always have a feeling that some day we will have a fight and you will be furious enough to think that I am no more your hero.
You will
hate me for not understanding you, not being there for you, not caring
for you.
You will hate me for all my failures, and wish I wouldn't exist.
Well, I am not so good person and time changes me so often that I cannot assure of person that I would become for you.
But I am not that kind of person who will force you on to something, so whatever you will think of me, I will accept it. You are the master of your feelings and only you own the key to it. I will not and I cannot change that.
I just don't want to let these moments, your childhood memories, fade away with time, where we have enjoyed each others company so much.
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11/08/2018, with Mumma |
Your tempting eyes...
Your mumma always tells me that whenever she arrives first without me, your curious eyes searches for me here and there. And I always love to hear that. Whenever I get home, I always love to play Peekaboo with you to see your smile.
Your first 6-7 months were cruel to me as you gave kisses only to your mumma and granny.
But suddenly one day, out of nowhere, you crawled to me while we both were playing with something, and you gave a sweet kiss on my cheek. Your mumma proclaimed immediately with a smile, "You spent a whole day with her on daytrip, that she is so grateful to you today!"
Nowadays, you are so generous to me for kisses. Whenever you are in mood, you kiss me over and over again, but still no match with your mumma, :D.
You are growing, growing day by day. And some day, these memories will be hard to recall. But this precious moments are so special for us-your daddy, maa, mumma and me, that we don't want to forget.
Tomorrow, you will be 1 year and 18 days, but it's your birthday as Tithi calendar.
Your mumma is so excited to celebrate this day with you, for you. She has prepared crown for you, and is baking cake for you. Though, as per rituals, we are not doing puja and big celebration your first birthday, we are not letting this moment to go easily away too.
May god bless you with all my happiness and ages!
Your dadda